Suffering from success
When I think about it, I ask my self, what is success now days to the youth under 30? Is it internet fame, bitches, sex, clubs, having your own car/house or being a young boss? Correct me if I’m wrong… Cool!
You got people on the outside who have a regular 9-5 job, that get up and get ready for a long day of work to answer to people all day, just to get the check, to feel unappreciated, under paid and more. So you wanna be a boss? Have money, be a rapper, get rich, but you suffer also? Success aint easy and trying to make it last can kill you. You feel unappreciated? We do too! Hold up, I’m on a small scale of success, but sometimes I feel like turning around… Nah I was made for this. But my people, I sometimes can’t find em when I need them, but they find me when they need me and I’m happy. Yea it’s opposite funny right? If I tell you all my niggas are inconsistent you wouldn’t believe me, you see what I show, and I show off.
At times I suffer just like the people my age who hate their jobs do. At times I sit at home, where I pay rent, and rather be in a house with a family of people just for excitement. But you wanna get your own shit? yea of course.
Many people don’t know about success. It’s not money. It’s something like having nothing at all when you have everything you ever wanted. Of course you have a car and want a better one but you’re still sitting good, money comes in, in all kinda of ways just off your name alone, but that doesn’t take the suffering away.
They don’t see the time and hours you put in, they just see the likes on your pictures. Its crazy how life works.
We’re not complaining we’re just telling you that things could be worst in anyones position.
Be thankful and greatful for your job, house, room and friends, cus this state of mind can make anyone suffer- no matter how rich or poor- and that means more than anything to find a good place in life and stay there.
Sometimes you gotta let go to breathe new air. People will use you cus you have it, people will smile and not appreciate your value or blessings. It’s life. I see it, I believe it.
IM DEALING WITH IT.